Well I been and gone and did it. I have filled in my registration form and application for financial support with the OU and it looks like come October I will be a student again.
Now I have done it I am actually quite excited and looking forward to the challenge of it. I think emotionally I will cope as I will now have a focus rather than my brain trying to be in turmoil over something I cannot change.
Its a new chapter in my life and I intend to embrace it fully.
I have a train engine :)
2 hours ago